“That was when the ones who smiled
Were the dead, glad to be at rest.”
~AKHMATOVA, Anna, Kristamas Klousch - Angel of Hope and Calendars

The obsession with suicide is characteristic of the man who can neither live or die, and whose attention never swerves from this double impossibility.

~CIORAN, Emile C.

“Most present-day images — be they video images, paintings, products of the plastic arts, or audiovisual or synthesized images — are literally images in which there is nothing to see. They leave no trace, cast no shadow, and have no consequences. The only feeling one gets from such images is that behind each one there is something that has disappeared.”

— BAUDRILLARD, Jean, The Transparency of Evil: Essays on Extreme Phenomena

I wanna share something my therapist said about anger that blew my mind:

“Your anger is the part of you that knows your mistreatment and abuse are unacceptable. Your anger knows you deserve to be treated well, and with kindness. Your anger is a part of you that LOVES you.”

same stretch of road 30 years

old hs has a dybbuk room suspended over the tech building (photo capable)

~broadcasting thoughts 200m radius

cops pulling (asians) off the street to fuck them up all day everyday

every "good" lodge in the bc is ~ (like i give a shit they're dead to me)

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they cant believe i call the shots on them to provide a advert like that

~ (anyone with an erection can imagine)

karmic balance : casual rape/incest + ephebophilia (the apocalypse)

woop did i do that again or some shit

Nobody speaks to me. People fall in love with me, and annoy me and distress me and flatter me and excite me and all that sort of thing. But no one speaks to me. I sometimes think that no one can. Can you?

— MILLAY, Edna St. Vincent, from a letter to Arthur Davison Ficke.

My father had taught me to be nice first, because you can always be mean later, but once you've been mean to someone, they won't believe the nice anymore. So be nice, be nice, until it's time to stop being nice, then destroy them.

~ HAMILTON, Laurell K., A Stroke of Midnight.

Dreams are shores where the ocean of spirit meets the land of matter. Dreams are beaches where the yet-to-be, the once-were, the will-never-be may walk awhile with the still are.

― MITCHELL, David.

She's a ten but she wants to turn into a nymph and live in an enchanted, ethereal meadow with a magical lake.

How sensual is the act of destruction…I can think of nothing which excites me more deliciously. There is no ecstasy similar to that which we experience when we yield to this divine infamy.

― SADE, Marquis de, Justine

We must cultivate, all of us, a certain ignorance, a certain blindness, or society will not be tolerable.

― COETZEE, J. M.

lol this site is up again

Nobody looks good in their darkest hours. But it’s those hours that make us what we are.

― MONING, Karen Marie, Faefever.

I just saw a girl streamer get harassed by a dude she beat, and she popped off with "I`m going to fuck your dad and give him a child he'll actually love".
Bro, how the fuck do you recover from that.

The battle for Omegle has been lost, but the war against the Internet rages on. Virtually every online communication service has been subject to the same kinds of attack as Omegle; and while some of them are much larger companies with much greater resources, they all have their breaking point somewhere. I worry that, unless the tide turns soon, the Internet I fell in love with may cease to exist, and in its place, we will have something closer to a souped-up version of TV – focused largely on passive consumption, with much less opportunity for active participation and genuine human connection.

Hatred is increased by being reciprocated, and can on the other hand be destroyed by love.

— SPINOZA, Baruch, Ethics.

Truth is no road to fortune...

— ROSSEAU, Jean-Jacques Rousseau, The Social Contract.

No man expects such exact fidelity as a traitor.

— SÉNECA, On Anger.

You could never understand the relationship between a girl and the block button.